i'm so bad at making decisions; particularly those that have the capacity to completely alter my life. i hate coming to a fork in the road. if i choose one path, it will take me so far away from the other path that i'll never have a chance to come back to it again. this is it. this is where my decision comes in so imperatively. and yet... i suck at decision making. i mean really. i think i'm the most indecisive person on the planet.
publishing or seminary? nashville or st. louis? a path of consistency, or one hell of a ride? which do i long for the most: stability or adventure?
i know what i want to do with my life. i know the vocation that i would love, love, love. i just don't want to go to school to become certified. i'm sure school would be amazing. i'm sure it would provide me with a million and one opportunities that i would never have otherwise. but going to school means leaving everything i have behind.
bah.
2 comments:
go to school.
you only get to live by the seat of your pants once.
you're absolutely right. school it is.
what does that saying mean, anyway? it seems kind of ridiculous when you think of it in literal terms: "live by the seat of your pants."
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